Monday, December 21, 2009

dino


Jurong bird park at 9pm


t-rex decided to pose a pic with us



remember these smaller dino's in jurassic park?


cute baby dino


after a night with the dino's... off to lau pa sat for dinner!

lil pizza maker

bakerzin cooking classes:
menu : PIZZA


patting out the base



add the toppings



yum yum! time to eat!

(actually there was more pics.. but these 3 pics sum up the whole class)

1st chinese concert

from the $188 dr visit... it was worth it to see that she was getting better the next day... just in time too for her 1st school chinese concert.

Im so proud of her!!!





she was the best in the class.


the only non chinese in the class.




love you niqi tot... we are so proud of you!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

{ 39.3 degrees high fever }

even thou tot was coughing and runny nose for a about a week now... the normal panadol and woods cough mixture did not help at all.
Last night she slept so early and informed me that she had a headache.

This morning as i woke her up to get ready for school.. she shivered and told me again that her head is very pain..and as i felt her fore head... FEVER was confirmed!

What is a mother to do but to take childcare leave to attend her sick / weak child.
As i put her back to sleep with a wet facecloth on her head... I sent a sms to inform i was on childcare leave.
How can i sleep when I'm so worried about tot... at 10:30am i woke her up and got her ready to see the doctor.
The place where we usually go by that time will have many ppl waiting and u can forget about going to poly clinic... even thou its cheap... the waiting time is a WASTE of time and pisses me off.

So as marine parade is near.. i google up medical clinics at parkway parade.
Kinder Clinic is well known for a kids clinic so as my poor wee tot is so weak, i did fear it was H1N1...so i better take her to a good doctor.
The waiting time is bout 30-45mins but u gotta put up with kids running around.
I did realised that most of the other patients are from the higher class or foreigners.

but i also want the best for tot.. can not meh?

when it was our turn the Dr you can tell is very qulified.
She ask if we wanted to put the capslue up the bum hole which will reduce the fever dramticly.
but tot had that done when younger and very bad exprerince where the anus bleed a bit... so i didnt want to go thru that again if there are other opions.
So the Dr checked her and advised us wat not to eat and other things to do to reduce the fever.

Then it was our turned to was i ever shocked to find out that the total bill turned out to be $188!!
wtf... THAT is the most expesive medical check up tot or i eva HAD.!!!

But luckly my pay was in and i paid with out any questions and with a smile on my face.
as i looked at the bill closely.. $80 for consultation and bout $92 for the medicine then plus the taxes... total $188nett.

I was having regret i choose to go there.........

but after i gave her the medicine (in total like 6 different bottles types) she fell very sleepy and after a short nap... we woke up and the fever thank god has dropped.
she was not so weak and was able to eat.

So.. in the end... i didnt regret paying so much for her medical... coz in the end... it helped her fever dramaticly and money well spend overall.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

! People who are full of Ignorance !

well If I'm a bad person & you don't like me, Well, I guess I'll make my own way.
It's a circle, a MEAN cycle..Im sorry if i can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel? Your jury? What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me... Well, please sentence me to another life away from ppl like you.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs, I don't wanna feel your pain.. When you swear it's all my fault?
Cause you know we're not the same.. why must we be the same? No, we're not the same is that wrong?

We're the friends who stuck together once ... If could We would of wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good... and everyone will grow up sooner or later and think for the future needs and not on the wants of the present.

Well, you treat me just like another stranger... so fine.
"It's nice to meet you, but I guess I'll go, I best be on my way now"

Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened to me.. Any longer and I wouldn't have made it. All the stress and the drama.
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture.. but I'm just a person and you can't take it.

The same tricks that, that once fooled me... They won't get you anywhere.
I'm not the same girl from your memory... Well, now I can fend for myself.

::Fortune Cookie::

Your everlasting patience will be rewarded sooner or later.

(looking forward to that)

Thursday, December 10, 2009

? too young to study ?

As much as i wanna leave 2009 behind and start a new fresh beginning in 2010.. i realised i will be 25yrs next year and my lil tot will be 5yrs old... man do they grow fast!! i cant believe my lil princess will be K1 next year.

but.. as i saw the topics for the 2010 in her childcare school... somethings i was wondering is it necessary for them to start teaching kids so fast?!

Since i grew up in New Zealand, i did all my years of schooling there and don't know much about the education system here in spore.
When i was 5yrs old, we attended primary school (YES PRIMARY SCHOOL STARTS AT AGE 5YRS THERE)
but we only stayed half day and most of the day... we sang songs and play games.. school bag with packed lunch and listen to story time, eat snacks, go outside and play.. and sing more songs.. then 2pm go home.... good times :)

but in spore K1 for 5yrs old are already doing maths..and carry school bags with text books... and kids are suppose to be able to read certain words and remember the days of the week (front & back)... no doubt they do have play time... but i didn't grow up with such strict study methods at such a young age.

As lil tot is learning mandarin as a second language (i know its hard by she can pronounce the Chinese words better than "Malay" words...plus there is no point to learn Malay as Chinese is more used all over the world).. i also pay for extra Chinese classes every Wednesday.
I do see the improvement in her mandarin even thou i don't understand wat the hell she is talking about... but many auntie and uncle always take a 2ND look at tot when she sings a Chinese song while skipping to school.
"Why auntie... she not allowed to speak mandarin is it?"... hehehhe

now i realised that mostly all kids here in spore go to tuition. after school or weekend or home tuition.
i didn't have tuition when i was schooling and was totally new to this concept.

to my sup rise, parents here send their kids to tuition from the young age of 4yrs old! (tot is like 4 now..)
some parents send for 2 - 3 subjects, but believe me.. it ain't cheap!!

as the society here in spore are so competitive on education and want the best for their child... i came to look at myself and wonder.. am i doing for my tot... will she lose out by the time she starts primary school?
will she be slower than the rest of the kids since she didn't attend tuition?

No mother wants their kid to be left behind or laughed at when the child cant read or write properly.

So i have declared my self a Kiasu parent!!!

I also decided to make tot attend tuition class on weekends as i found and heard of a great place near my new house to be... but which subject?

well Phonics is mostly to teach 6-8yrs old kids with either Dyslexia / Reading Difficulties / Slow Learners.
but this phonics method is real good... so they have also started to introduce this to younger kids that are learning to read.. age 4-5yrs.
Read & Spell Programme is a proven programme. Children could read 500 words within 6 lessons.
These same children then gained confidence and self-esteem to motivate themselves to become independent fluent readers.
The programme also corrects reading / spelling difficulty and most important to me is Pronunciation / Speech.
no lah, hor, lor, eh, heh okies!
This Phonics class is my first choice... as i find its important for her to learn how to read and spell first.

I plan for tot to attend the phonics class for 2010 to build up her vocab and give her confidence to start read properly.

10 lesson $160 per subject.
(registration $20 & materials $91.50) = $271.50 for the first time attending.

Now if i was earning 2.5k or more... i will let lil tot attend more subject...
but i don't earn that much sooo for the mean time... 1 subject will do... PLUS i don't want to stress out tot so much... she is still going to be only 5yrs old wat.. still a kid who loves to play and sing songs.... not study study study!

but 2011 she will be K2 and was hoping to change phonics to MPM maths.
MPM math aims to improve confidence and inculcate independent problem-solving It trains children in Math concepts and calculation skills while promoting TRUE problem solving skills – children will be able to solve sophisticated Math problems using basic skills they have learnt. Progressively, a positive self-learning attitude develops in MPM-trained children.

so this will get her ready for primary school.

SEE IVE JOINED THE PARENTS SOCIETY GROUP & BECOME A KAISU PARENT!!!

(but at least my tot will get a head start of what is to come in primary school)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

>> stress scale <<

number 1 stress issue:....
Where the F*** is my father at?
Its annoying how only the father MUST be present at the ROMM.
unless he has passed away then the kadi will accept.
if the father is MIA.. then ROMM will advertise in the local papers for him to come forward and sign.
this will be done for 3 months, then only after that can register.

!!!!! I am not going to do that !!!!

as I've been avoiding to eva go back to jurong area since i left Stupid dog house... now the time has come for me to go back to J-west and find my auntie and uncles.
they will contact my father and get him to come to Singapore, then must sit down and have a talk.. again!

number 2 stress issue....
since i cant book a wedding date with out my father... I'm worried the date i want wont be available when its my turn to book.
DAMN ITS SO TROUBLESOME.

number 3 stress issue....
wedding packages!
i have taken a half day off work to go and take a look look at some "malay" bridal stores.

I have my fingers cross that I'm able to find a good package that is to my needs.
also hope to put a deposit on a package so at least i know, makeup, outfits, hair, photo shoot are settled.

the venue i left it to the future in laws.
since the food is must to be halal... (must have halal cert).. i don't wanna stress myself more on finding and arranging the venue and menu for 150+ pax.

Luckily i have tai-chi that bundle of stress away to the in laws

number 4 stress issue is...
Housing...
latest news on our G-serai unit, well certain block mite be getting their keys early..like in feb/march 2010.
however.. our block 2D will probably only able to collect the keys in april/may 2010.
but...
even thou we get the key, still the unit is so bare.... renovation still needs to take place. pluming / electrical fittings / kitchen / bathroom, these are the main places we need to work on before the unit is even livable!
interior designers... contractors.. furniture...

hmmmmmmmm alot to plan and do for 2010.

stress level is climbing up the scale...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Ake ake kia kaha!



Copy and paste the below links to expirence the war dance

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETenUDXThGs&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qU4B-NBuCgo&feature=related

"For ever and ever be strong"

for some reason today i miss the kiwi spirit.
I miss the times where i will set the clock for 2am to wake up and watch an all blacks game.
the passion for the game rugby had all boys wanting to grow up to become an all black.

for me... i love to watch the Haka.
the war dance to intimidate their opponents, really pumps me up to watch the game.

I feel proud and alwayz shouting out loud when they score a try!!
" u lil beautie!!"




Even thou i know all the words for the original all blacks haka...
i must admit that the Timatanga also gives me the chills of excitement.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHW1K2LeQXE&feature=related

Monday, December 7, 2009

now if the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more ,
I will still have u, to guide me.

If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war,
I will be fighting beside you.

Now if I'm lost at sea 7 days.. I'm not alone
If I'm holding you, you, you, yes, you!
And if it all end's, everybody in the world is gone I'll be standing with you, baby
coz its us against the world!

And if it's the last breath I take..I'll leave my kiss my with you.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

βiju & Kimi

It was a random decision, but toot and i thought it would be nice to get hamsters as pets.
even thou we do have a family of turtles they aren't so cuddly are they..?

I was so suprised how soft the hamster fur was and how cute they are.
so after walking around for and hour.. the decision was made... lets buy a couple!
(for me 1 will do but toot said a couple will be better and they have each other to keep company - awww so sweet)



Hamster home


upstairs playground


meet Biju (eating) & Kimi (ground)

food mix with vitimans / natural grass for chewing / Doughnut treats for hand feeding / cleaning powder for self grooming.

Biju

kimi drinking

Biju sleepy

pumpkin house


"who's that making so much noise"... hehehez

lil tot

Had a great dinner at secret recipe with my toot & lil tot.

I love how my toot will find time for me and treat us on certain weekends.
good food, good company!!

also Its great how lil tot can alwayz put a smile on my face, with her cheeky sayings and grins.




Friday, December 4, 2009

tick tock..



even thou i woke up late and too my time getting to work... still i arrive roughly around the same time as a weekday.
WTF... i think its just a habit to be early, even when i try to be late.. im still early.

having to work on alternate saturdays sometime is a waste of time, coz basicly other GSA countries im in charge of are closed on both days weekend... so i no need to babysit them via online.

Plus all my work is web based... so all i need is a comp and internet and i can work from anywhere. Saturdays i should just do my alternate half day work from my own comfort of my bed.

ohhh well... as i replied all my emails early morning... i find myself playing games on FB just to kill the time. also do some kepokepo looky looky on friends profiles.

tick tock tick tock...

damn why is this last 30mins soooo slow.


now i know its 90% confirm that in March will be our special day...
its a mutual decision between us both when we decided to be "officially" engaged.

But am i wrong for wanting an engagement ring??

Thursday, December 3, 2009

gold diggers

well today at office i enjoyed my free caramel frap thanks to starbucks :)

it has come to my knowledge that a certain 2 skank's i once worked with are living the life... but getting the high life was totally going back on their own words.

SKANK 1:
as we had a hate/hate friendship, alot of things she said to me... well in the end she is doing now.
as she diss me about being a divorcee with a kid... and being more fat then her.... well well well...
skank 1 got married... but not to the guy she was engaged to!... but to some other guy.
A FAT, DARK MAN WITH A SON.
So after making judgment on me... looks like this skank married a guy with all my "so called" flaws. ahahahahaz

so wonder wat happen to the guy she was engaged to... probably dump his ass... coz her new husband probably brought her a jaguar car.

why else would she randomly become a gold digger!

SKANK 2:
we didnt talk much while working together but just a few fake smiles here and there.
well after telling ppl at work about how proud she is of her bf... who is a national sports man... she seems like so in love with him. cute couple together i must say.

but looky looky... wat did i see??
could this be true... private holidays with a new man, matching items brought while shopping, "director of events"... now how did she manage to become a director of something?
now which guy did she sleep with..... shhhhhhhh (the director of infomatic computers-dunno wat company lah)
how i know.... well this skank is so proud of her high life that she boast about it in her blog.

alot of snobish enteries from this one.
like quote "being a director, u would think im in charge of setting up events... no way... i have my own staff to do that!!... i have the title, supporting guy, travels and easy job. all i need to do basicly in a nutshell is to attend our company events and meeting.. and look super office sexy"

gold digger number 2.

im not envy of their so called fabulous "life".... but they really make malay girls look like sluts and gold diggers.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

christmas mood





















i brought today the most cutest tiny santa hat which is actually a hair clip with a small hat on it, for my lil tot.
maybe she can wear it on xmas day.

also i happen to buy these festive xmas cards.
i dunno why, but i was just on the christmas mood today.
i was on a mission to get some home address of family and dearest friends from NZ.

christmas is the time where kids ask santa for presents and the adults go on a mission to buy the item... hehehehz

but actually ... xmas to me is bout cherish ur family, love and appreciate ur life.

Monday, November 30, 2009

sweet B!tCh

You are a sweet bitch. You don't like being mean until it affects you or something you believe in. You don't get into many fights, but when you do they are serious. You believe in standing up for yourself and others. People don't expect you to be a bitch cause you hide it so well...

So wat do B.i.t.c.h stand for.. well this is my definition

Babe
In
Total
Control of
Her Life

:)

Sunday, November 29, 2009



























You know I've been searching for so long yea
Thinking to find that special one yea
And you came around and changed my life
But if was the best of me,
So thankful for you baby......Was lookin' for someone to love just me (and i found it in you)
Was searching for love unconditionally (yes i found it in you)
I needed someone I can live my dreams through (and i found it in you)
Yes I found it in you.....I use to think i'd never have true love, There wasen't nobody just to take serious no
I use to hurt inside from a broken heart (you changed that)
You took the pieces and now my love increases.

I wish we could run away...Just me, lil tot & you.
Your my everything, And no one can compare...To the joy you bring
And baby...Im glad your mine finally

Saturday, November 28, 2009

thank u toot

Thank you toot for bringing me along to ur relatives for hari raya haji.
we had a great time and had full tummys going home.

Later in the evening... thank you once again for my Longchamp tote bag.
I really needed a new small bag to use everyday :)

Also thank you for my new Pumas.
U know how much i wanted them.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

:: time out ::






















wat a lovely day to go for a bike ride at east coast with my lil tot :) 
very proud of tot, coz she cycle so far with me.. yes we had a few pit stops for water & ice cream on the way.
we rode all the way to the lagoon where we then sat down and rested while watching ppl wakeboard .on our way back to the bike shop, i realised we still had 1h and a half to go... so since my lil tot was getting too tired... i decided to swap for a bike with a child seat at the back.
tot was sooo happy.
Mami had to do all the hard work and peddle while she sits at the back giggling and smiling with the wind in her hair :P .A great sunny day for us to bond.




Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Updates on our unit :)







Im so excited and cant wait to get the keys for the unit.... but hdb still havent inform us on the date yet... grrrrrrrrrr

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

dont be a fool!


THERE was a time love ruled U over. It doesn’t matter if that guy is so broke ass, love will conquer all, U thought. It doesn’t matter if he has no job, we will make do with what’s available. Of course, that also means giving up on holidays and treats for YOURSELF just so U could survive with my partner. Little did U know where that love brought U; nowhere, that’s where!!

U was deprived of the good life that U craved. Trust me, scraping through every month can get pretty depressing, never mind that HIS demands got slightly higher each day. Everything just wasn’t enough. U wanted to travel and something held U back. (HIM) U wasn’t able to party as much... U had to be kept grounded all the time & under his watchful eyes. What was worst was U weren’t even close to tying the knot. Safe to say, U was neither here nor there.

How is that life you tell me? But Uwas madly in love and YOUR naivety closed UR eyes to what the world had to offer. Every single time love destroyed U.
U wasn’t able to get any work done it was pathetic. When everything came to an end, in the worst way you can possibly imagine, (BEATEN UP) I thought I was going to be devastated about the whole saga FOR LIFE..... Funnily enough, U picked up the pieces as soon as U got UR ass out of the door.

Despite the ludicrous GOSSIP that people came up with, U was well on UR way to recovery. And U healed in no time.

WELL DONE!!

DONT EVA LOOK BACK!!

that guy cannot provide, he’s not worth UR time. If he does not earn enough, I’m sorry but no matter how good looking he may be, I am pretty sure that good looks cannot suffice in the long run and that means that U won’t date him either.

why settle for a guy that can only rent out a 1rm 1 hall flat??
Dont u want a guy that can provide for ur own future family a 4-5 rm flat??

Think wat is best for ur future....

Monday, November 23, 2009

Silky , Lacey , Lovely Lingerie

hmmmmm think of getting some to surprise my toot ;)







now which one shall i choose?

Sunday, November 22, 2009

feeling sick...

why is it that i feel sick when im not around my toot?
yesterday after he finished work we met at marina square to have dinner.
once again pizza was packed sooo we ate at breks.

as the night went on and went to bed, i couldnt help myself ;)
i love to be beside him and i fall into a deep sleep, once he spoon me, i feel very secure and wish that we would faster live together.

but as he woke me up with a kiss on the forehead, i feel sad that he cant sleep in and wake up late with me.
so as he left for work i tried to go back to sleep but was having trouble.
finally i drifted off to sleep and the woke up feeling sick... bad headache.

Now this happens every time.

i KNOW HOW I CAN SOLVE THIS.....
to get married and sleep next to him always :)

Friday, November 20, 2009

bloody rush hour time

so after the traffic jam, rush hour after work we went to collect money at woodlands.
bad timing coz ther person we want to visit were out jalan jalan at geylang serai.
HAIYA.. will have to visit them another day...

now last time i was at woodlands area it was so had to flag down a taxi...
but luckily we manage to get a taxi...

so we head to dinner at suntec and to buy TOYS for my lil tot.

"THANK YOU NANA FOR THE EARLY XMAS $$$$$"

we went to toys-r-us and brought, a v-tech learning laptop, a new littlest pet shop set, vcds, and a top from Zara.

then with my tummy screaming out "feed me!!"... we decided to eat dinner at a turkish restaurant :)




YUM YUM!

btw...
(total for the 2 taxi fares $52.40 in total... damn you surcharge hours + jam + idiotic ppl that drive on the express way as if its a sunday drive + singapore has way to many cars on the roads now days) bloody surcharge.