You are a sweet bitch. You don't like being mean until it affects you or something you believe in. You don't get into many fights, but when you do they are serious. You believe in standing up for yourself and others. People don't expect you to be a bitch cause you hide it so well...
So wat do B.i.t.c.h stand for.. well this is my definition
Babe
In
Total
Control of
Her Life
:)
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
♡
You know I've been searching for so long yea
Thinking to find that special one yea
And you came around and changed my life
But if was the best of me,
So thankful for you baby......Was lookin' for someone to love just me (and i found it in you)
Was searching for love unconditionally (yes i found it in you)
I needed someone I can live my dreams through (and i found it in you)
Yes I found it in you.....I use to think i'd never have true love, There wasen't nobody just to take serious no
I use to hurt inside from a broken heart (you changed that)
You took the pieces and now my love increases.
I wish we could run away...Just me, lil tot & you.
Your my everything, And no one can compare...To the joy you bring
And baby...Im glad your mine finally
Saturday, November 28, 2009
thank u toot
Thank you toot for bringing me along to ur relatives for hari raya haji.
we had a great time and had full tummys going home.
Later in the evening... thank you once again for my Longchamp tote bag.
I really needed a new small bag to use everyday :)
Also thank you for my new Pumas.
U know how much i wanted them.
we had a great time and had full tummys going home.
Later in the evening... thank you once again for my Longchamp tote bag.
I really needed a new small bag to use everyday :)
Also thank you for my new Pumas.
U know how much i wanted them.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
:: time out ::
wat a lovely day to go for a bike ride at east coast with my lil tot :)
very proud of tot, coz she cycle so far with me.. yes we had a few pit stops for water & ice cream on the way.
we rode all the way to the lagoon where we then sat down and rested while watching ppl wakeboard .on our way back to the bike shop, i realised we still had 1h and a half to go... so since my lil tot was getting too tired... i decided to swap for a bike with a child seat at the back.
tot was sooo happy.
Mami had to do all the hard work and peddle while she sits at the back giggling and smiling with the wind in her hair :P .A great sunny day for us to bond.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Updates on our unit :)
Im so excited and cant wait to get the keys for the unit.... but hdb still havent inform us on the date yet... grrrrrrrrrr
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
dont be a fool!
THERE was a time love ruled U over. It doesn’t matter if that guy is so broke ass, love will conquer all, U thought. It doesn’t matter if he has no job, we will make do with what’s available. Of course, that also means giving up on holidays and treats for YOURSELF just so U could survive with my partner. Little did U know where that love brought U; nowhere, that’s where!!
U was deprived of the good life that U craved. Trust me, scraping through every month can get pretty depressing, never mind that HIS demands got slightly higher each day. Everything just wasn’t enough. U wanted to travel and something held U back. (HIM) U wasn’t able to party as much... U had to be kept grounded all the time & under his watchful eyes. What was worst was U weren’t even close to tying the knot. Safe to say, U was neither here nor there.
How is that life you tell me? But Uwas madly in love and YOUR naivety closed UR eyes to what the world had to offer. Every single time love destroyed U.
U wasn’t able to get any work done it was pathetic. When everything came to an end, in the worst way you can possibly imagine, (BEATEN UP) I thought I was going to be devastated about the whole saga FOR LIFE..... Funnily enough, U picked up the pieces as soon as U got UR ass out of the door.
Despite the ludicrous GOSSIP that people came up with, U was well on UR way to recovery. And U healed in no time.
WELL DONE!!
DONT EVA LOOK BACK!!
that guy cannot provide, he’s not worth UR time. If he does not earn enough, I’m sorry but no matter how good looking he may be, I am pretty sure that good looks cannot suffice in the long run and that means that U won’t date him either.
why settle for a guy that can only rent out a 1rm 1 hall flat??
Dont u want a guy that can provide for ur own future family a 4-5 rm flat??
Think wat is best for ur future....
Monday, November 23, 2009
Silky , Lacey , Lovely Lingerie
hmmmmm think of getting some to surprise my toot ;)
now which one shall i choose?
now which one shall i choose?
Sunday, November 22, 2009
feeling sick...
why is it that i feel sick when im not around my toot?
yesterday after he finished work we met at marina square to have dinner.
once again pizza was packed sooo we ate at breks.
as the night went on and went to bed, i couldnt help myself ;)
i love to be beside him and i fall into a deep sleep, once he spoon me, i feel very secure and wish that we would faster live together.
but as he woke me up with a kiss on the forehead, i feel sad that he cant sleep in and wake up late with me.
so as he left for work i tried to go back to sleep but was having trouble.
finally i drifted off to sleep and the woke up feeling sick... bad headache.
Now this happens every time.
i KNOW HOW I CAN SOLVE THIS.....
to get married and sleep next to him always :)
yesterday after he finished work we met at marina square to have dinner.
once again pizza was packed sooo we ate at breks.
as the night went on and went to bed, i couldnt help myself ;)
i love to be beside him and i fall into a deep sleep, once he spoon me, i feel very secure and wish that we would faster live together.
but as he woke me up with a kiss on the forehead, i feel sad that he cant sleep in and wake up late with me.
so as he left for work i tried to go back to sleep but was having trouble.
finally i drifted off to sleep and the woke up feeling sick... bad headache.
Now this happens every time.
i KNOW HOW I CAN SOLVE THIS.....
to get married and sleep next to him always :)
Friday, November 20, 2009
bloody rush hour time
so after the traffic jam, rush hour after work we went to collect money at woodlands.
bad timing coz ther person we want to visit were out jalan jalan at geylang serai.
HAIYA.. will have to visit them another day...
now last time i was at woodlands area it was so had to flag down a taxi...
but luckily we manage to get a taxi...
so we head to dinner at suntec and to buy TOYS for my lil tot.
"THANK YOU NANA FOR THE EARLY XMAS $$$$$"
we went to toys-r-us and brought, a v-tech learning laptop, a new littlest pet shop set, vcds, and a top from Zara.
then with my tummy screaming out "feed me!!"... we decided to eat dinner at a turkish restaurant :)
YUM YUM!
btw...
(total for the 2 taxi fares $52.40 in total... damn you surcharge hours + jam + idiotic ppl that drive on the express way as if its a sunday drive + singapore has way to many cars on the roads now days) bloody surcharge.
bad timing coz ther person we want to visit were out jalan jalan at geylang serai.
HAIYA.. will have to visit them another day...
now last time i was at woodlands area it was so had to flag down a taxi...
but luckily we manage to get a taxi...
so we head to dinner at suntec and to buy TOYS for my lil tot.
"THANK YOU NANA FOR THE EARLY XMAS $$$$$"
we went to toys-r-us and brought, a v-tech learning laptop, a new littlest pet shop set, vcds, and a top from Zara.
then with my tummy screaming out "feed me!!"... we decided to eat dinner at a turkish restaurant :)
YUM YUM!
btw...
(total for the 2 taxi fares $52.40 in total... damn you surcharge hours + jam + idiotic ppl that drive on the express way as if its a sunday drive + singapore has way to many cars on the roads now days) bloody surcharge.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
wanna know my essentials for makeup...?
Now not to brag or anything :P but ppl do tell me that my makeup skills are good.
(of course lah! i got a freakin diploma in makeup artistry okies! & worked with M.A.C)
they alwayz wanna know wat makeup products i use... well frankly.. Mostly M.A.C :)
but you know my secret to keeping ur skin still beautiful... drink lots of water and find the best and correct skin care for ur face.
also a GOOD makeup eye remover.
Well here is MY must haves for Makeup :)
^ A good makeup case.
Everything in its place. M·A·C Carry All Case, custom-designed to provide full-tilt functionality with flat-out fabulosity. Ultimate ease and flexibility for artists or quintessential M·A·C makeup addicts.
^Concealer (work wonders for panda eyes or pimples spots)
A luxuriously blendable moisturizing concealer in a tube with built-in doe-foot applicator. Goes on exactly where you want it: blends in for a natural satin-smooth ultra-moisturized finish. Layers up for added coverage.
^Foundation (this I must have to give that photo finish flawless look)
A one-step application of foundation and powder. Gives skin a smooth, flawless, all-matte, full-coverage finish. Long-wearing lasts for up to a good eight hours. A real all-in-one. long time favourite of true fans.
^Large Powder/blusher Brush
An extra large paddle-shaped brush featuring a fluffed, rounded tip. Of soft natural fibre, this brush is specially designed to provide flawless application of powder to face or body.
^Eyebrow pencil (this is also my must have- coz i dont have eyebrows.. heheehhehz.. seriously)
^Eye shadow... (i like natural colours & black...heehehhe)
^Fake Lashes ;)
Adds length. Provides a full, wide-eyed, spiked look. Each pattern and design is perfectly shaped and arranged to give a striking effect, whether the look is natural or dramatic. (i like!)
^Liquid eye liner :)
^Mascara
Zoom lash saves my natural lashes.
This instant volume mascara power-lifts the lashes into length, curls them up...builds them faster than you can wink! Precision control wand glides smoothly down lashes to provide a gorgeously silky upward “sweep”. Smudgeproof and long-wearing!
^Lip glass
A unique lip gloss available in a wide variety of colours that can create a high gloss, glass-like finish or a subtle sheen. Designed to be worn on its own, over Lip Pencil or Lipstick, Tinted Lipglass is the perfect product for creating shine that lasts. It's pigmented, very shiny and can impart subtle or dramatic colour. It contains Jojoba Oil to help soften and condition the lips. Tinted Lipglass is packaged in a convenient bottle with a sponge tip applicator that provides a quick, smooth, even application.
............................ well there is more stuff than this in my kit... but i cant tell everyone all my makeup wonders :P
so now you know..
MUAH!
(of course lah! i got a freakin diploma in makeup artistry okies! & worked with M.A.C)
they alwayz wanna know wat makeup products i use... well frankly.. Mostly M.A.C :)
but you know my secret to keeping ur skin still beautiful... drink lots of water and find the best and correct skin care for ur face.
also a GOOD makeup eye remover.
Well here is MY must haves for Makeup :)
^ A good makeup case.
Everything in its place. M·A·C Carry All Case, custom-designed to provide full-tilt functionality with flat-out fabulosity. Ultimate ease and flexibility for artists or quintessential M·A·C makeup addicts.
^Concealer (work wonders for panda eyes or pimples spots)
A luxuriously blendable moisturizing concealer in a tube with built-in doe-foot applicator. Goes on exactly where you want it: blends in for a natural satin-smooth ultra-moisturized finish. Layers up for added coverage.
^Foundation (this I must have to give that photo finish flawless look)
A one-step application of foundation and powder. Gives skin a smooth, flawless, all-matte, full-coverage finish. Long-wearing lasts for up to a good eight hours. A real all-in-one. long time favourite of true fans.
^Large Powder/blusher Brush
An extra large paddle-shaped brush featuring a fluffed, rounded tip. Of soft natural fibre, this brush is specially designed to provide flawless application of powder to face or body.
^Eyebrow pencil (this is also my must have- coz i dont have eyebrows.. heheehhehz.. seriously)
^Eye shadow... (i like natural colours & black...heehehhe)
^Fake Lashes ;)
Adds length. Provides a full, wide-eyed, spiked look. Each pattern and design is perfectly shaped and arranged to give a striking effect, whether the look is natural or dramatic. (i like!)
^Liquid eye liner :)
^Mascara
Zoom lash saves my natural lashes.
This instant volume mascara power-lifts the lashes into length, curls them up...builds them faster than you can wink! Precision control wand glides smoothly down lashes to provide a gorgeously silky upward “sweep”. Smudgeproof and long-wearing!
^Lip glass
A unique lip gloss available in a wide variety of colours that can create a high gloss, glass-like finish or a subtle sheen. Designed to be worn on its own, over Lip Pencil or Lipstick, Tinted Lipglass is the perfect product for creating shine that lasts. It's pigmented, very shiny and can impart subtle or dramatic colour. It contains Jojoba Oil to help soften and condition the lips. Tinted Lipglass is packaged in a convenient bottle with a sponge tip applicator that provides a quick, smooth, even application.
............................ well there is more stuff than this in my kit... but i cant tell everyone all my makeup wonders :P
so now you know..
MUAH!
would u like to work in paradise?
Sun, sand and sea, massive lagoons with different depths and infinite shades of blue and turquoise, dazzling underwater coral gardens a perfect natural combination for the ideal tropical holiday destination.
Imagine working with this kinda surroundings :)
Well my gsa Mario is lucky enough to be surrounded by these beautiful Islands.
From being in charge of gsa for Japan , Korea, Taiwan, India, Sri Lanka & Maldives, i have to say that Mario gives me the less of troubles.
Clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap!!
Well done GSA.MALDIVES MARIO.. you are my fave GSA....shhhhhh dont tell the rest of the countries. LOL
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
House to be..
Now i have alwayz wanted a home of my own... and finally (thanks to my toot) 2010 will be the year!!
Above are the pictures of wat the flats will look like :)
Im so excited and very thankful for such a great location.
Walking distance to the NEW G-Serai Market, near to Mrt stations / Buses.
I am lucky to own a unit in Block 2C on the 10th floor.
now... im thinking to get the renovations done by chew... i love a few of their interior designs.
now let me share with u some designs for some of the rooms..
^ now this room will be something my lil tot can grow into.
still girly with the pink.. but also kinda teenage feel with the black and white added to the colours.
wat i love is the bed.. which below can pull out to sleep 1 more.
^ now this room im sure all wee girls would love.. hello kitty room. ehehehheez
well if i go with this kinda style it wont be themed with the cartoon of a kitty with NO mouth. lolz
i also want some like this coz shes only 4yrs and im sure she would love a princess themed room :)
^ My dream kitchen.. were i can cook up all my fave dishes..fatten up toot with my famous roast chicken / lasagna and bake cookies with my lil tot. :)
Modern designs & colour theme but still have that homely feel.
^ Now i would love to have a walkin wardrobe.. (need to asked the interior designs is possible)
but this wardrobe will be good enough for me.
for now all i can do is just.. SAVE SAVE SAVE money. :P
love/hate song
i have to say that i got this song stuck in my head!!!
Love/Hate song by Mark bonefide.
you gotta check it out... can find in youtube with the lyrics too :)
I use to work with mark back in the good old days of HMV, i was in charge of the dvd section and he was in the r&b / dance room.
some more i remember taking the new r&b albums from the room and blasting it on my dvd section system in early morning b4 store opens.
I have to clap my hands for mark thou... coz damn did he lose a lot of weight!!
he told me by harsh diets and gym workout ALOT for 2 years.
I cant 2 years.... I wanna loose weight NOW.
Love/Hate song by Mark bonefide.
you gotta check it out... can find in youtube with the lyrics too :)
I use to work with mark back in the good old days of HMV, i was in charge of the dvd section and he was in the r&b / dance room.
some more i remember taking the new r&b albums from the room and blasting it on my dvd section system in early morning b4 store opens.
I have to clap my hands for mark thou... coz damn did he lose a lot of weight!!
he told me by harsh diets and gym workout ALOT for 2 years.
I cant 2 years.... I wanna loose weight NOW.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Another Pico Chalet...
well my toot just informed me that he and his company will make another chalet in Jan 2010.
this time will be at fairypoint chalet 1. :)
Much bigger house and rite next to the beach.
Thinking of inviting my good friend sha, to attend for a night.
at least i have a friend.
But wat im not happy about is the thought that the "cheating guy".. will probably attend too and 99% most likely to bring his "fb friend" on 1 night and his wife and baby on another night.
....... I think i will be a bit bitchy and open my mouth and say a few things to the"old skanky friend"... hahahhaz make her feel uncomfortable. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAZ
i know i am a fire starter.
this time will be at fairypoint chalet 1. :)
Much bigger house and rite next to the beach.
Thinking of inviting my good friend sha, to attend for a night.
at least i have a friend.
But wat im not happy about is the thought that the "cheating guy".. will probably attend too and 99% most likely to bring his "fb friend" on 1 night and his wife and baby on another night.
....... I think i will be a bit bitchy and open my mouth and say a few things to the"old skanky friend"... hahahhaz make her feel uncomfortable. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAZ
i know i am a fire starter.
Monday, November 16, 2009
poem for my knight that rescued me from the crazy old woman
If I traveled all around the world, I know what I would find
Someone half as smart ,Someone half as sweet ,Half as lovely and half as kind (just like you)
If I was the ruler of And have kingdom full of guys to choose
It wouldn’t even quite compare , To what I’ve got right here with you. So if I stumble just a bit trying to say what’s on my mind?
Please excuse me cuz I never felt the way that I feel inside.
It’s possible.. (finally possible)
I may have finally have found my dream come true
There can never be another you ..The stars are bright tonight
They know you are mine all mine..
I knew that it would be alright when my other dreams fell through
And for this very night I’ve waited all my life.
There can never be another you.
I love you
Crazy old woman!!!
being stork by a crazy ( yes she in mental/insane) woman is worrying me.
let me explain...
to have the convenient of living close to my tot skool is wat was number 1 on my list to find a place to rent out.
at that point of time.. the place fitted to my needs..
1) close to daughter skool.. (just opp block actually)... check!
2) a room of my own... check!
3)bed and fan.... check!
4) muslim owners of the house .... check!
so i was set. i found a room to rent.
but from the start i had bad vibes bout the owners... they are a very old couple.
husband works as a security guard and wife is very sick and so called says has cancer. plus they have a maid.
i didnt want to get to know them as i dont want them to kepo in my life...
but this couple something just dont add up.... at night when we are asleep.. they would invited guys over and play card games and bet on the game and all would smoke so much till i would be coughing in my sleep.
(they kept the windows and door closed so ppl wont call police)
Then one day another agent came to inform me to pay up rent.
I was shocked!!.. all this while i thought the old odd couple that smokes like they gonna die 2moro is actually not the real owners of that house... WTF!
i called my agent and she made a police report and i demanded my deposit back and i moved out of there.
Now i have a safe place to stay in my semi-detach house will security camera and pin code lock gate.
even thou im paying more that b4... its all worth it!
1) aircon!!! :)
2) queen bed
3) bathroom
4) kitchen
5) 8 mins walk to her skool
now the part of the crazy lady storking us..
as i was walking to her skool i already spotted from afar the old woman.
i tryed to devert my way in walking but too late she saw me.
as i fetch my tot, she told me she want to speak to me... but i told her.. there is nothing else to talk about between me and her. (after 4 months from leaving that fcuk-up place there is nothing to talk to her about)
actually she still owe me $500 for my deposit of the rental!!!!
she started to shout and accuse me of breaking her bed.
(that bed was already broken- the rotten slat boards were broken, but they stuff huge luggage bags under the boards to make it look like the board were strong)
then accuse me of letting her old maid run away. THIS OLD WOMAN IS CRAZY!!!
(the night she admit her self into hospital me and my toot saw her, the old man.. and maid and neighbour loading up the car to send her to hospital.
then late at nite the neigbour came to the room window to inform me that the man over night at hospital and the maid dunno where... then she threw the keys into the room.
i left the key on the table for the owner.
No one came home for few days and i had agents and the REAL OWNERS banging on the door asking for rent.)
so how can i let the maid run away when the last time i saw her was when she was loading up the car with the old man!
anywayz b4 the crazy woman make a big argument infron of her skool... i walked away from her as she looked like she was on drugs!
as i ate dinner with my toot and tot i was pissed off at her.
then funny enough i thought is was safe to walk home.
BUT I WAS WORNG... (stupid of me to walk pass her skool)
as i walked home... i spotted her... she was waiting at her skool.. !!!(crazy rite)
so as me and tot tip toe pass her.. she saw as... so we walked faster.. then she started to come after us... so WE RAN!! RAN !! i called toot crying scared that the crazy woman waited for us and now after us and i dont want her to know where i now live so i thought of jumping into a taxi and go home...but...no bloody taxi!! so i stopped around a corner of a condo. and ask toot wat i should do.
so my darling toot ran from his home all the way to where i was...
he saw the old lady near her skool and he asked wat she wanted... so just said that she wants to talk to me.
he gave her a warning to leave me alone or else i will go to the police and make a report against her.
"go ahead lah, im not scared!" she said!
ok.. thats wat im going to do!!
If i see here 2moro when i fetch my tot.... i was go straight to the police station.
Now just to be safe, im going to inform her teachers and skool bout this crazy woman.
(just in case she to talk and contact to my lil tot while in skool)
she want to start up.... fine....I will finish it with the police backing me up.
CRAZY OLD WOMAN... LEAVE US ALONE!!!!
ok i feel better now...
let me explain...
to have the convenient of living close to my tot skool is wat was number 1 on my list to find a place to rent out.
at that point of time.. the place fitted to my needs..
1) close to daughter skool.. (just opp block actually)... check!
2) a room of my own... check!
3)bed and fan.... check!
4) muslim owners of the house .... check!
so i was set. i found a room to rent.
but from the start i had bad vibes bout the owners... they are a very old couple.
husband works as a security guard and wife is very sick and so called says has cancer. plus they have a maid.
i didnt want to get to know them as i dont want them to kepo in my life...
but this couple something just dont add up.... at night when we are asleep.. they would invited guys over and play card games and bet on the game and all would smoke so much till i would be coughing in my sleep.
(they kept the windows and door closed so ppl wont call police)
Then one day another agent came to inform me to pay up rent.
I was shocked!!.. all this while i thought the old odd couple that smokes like they gonna die 2moro is actually not the real owners of that house... WTF!
i called my agent and she made a police report and i demanded my deposit back and i moved out of there.
Now i have a safe place to stay in my semi-detach house will security camera and pin code lock gate.
even thou im paying more that b4... its all worth it!
1) aircon!!! :)
2) queen bed
3) bathroom
4) kitchen
5) 8 mins walk to her skool
now the part of the crazy lady storking us..
as i was walking to her skool i already spotted from afar the old woman.
i tryed to devert my way in walking but too late she saw me.
as i fetch my tot, she told me she want to speak to me... but i told her.. there is nothing else to talk about between me and her. (after 4 months from leaving that fcuk-up place there is nothing to talk to her about)
actually she still owe me $500 for my deposit of the rental!!!!
she started to shout and accuse me of breaking her bed.
(that bed was already broken- the rotten slat boards were broken, but they stuff huge luggage bags under the boards to make it look like the board were strong)
then accuse me of letting her old maid run away. THIS OLD WOMAN IS CRAZY!!!
(the night she admit her self into hospital me and my toot saw her, the old man.. and maid and neighbour loading up the car to send her to hospital.
then late at nite the neigbour came to the room window to inform me that the man over night at hospital and the maid dunno where... then she threw the keys into the room.
i left the key on the table for the owner.
No one came home for few days and i had agents and the REAL OWNERS banging on the door asking for rent.)
so how can i let the maid run away when the last time i saw her was when she was loading up the car with the old man!
anywayz b4 the crazy woman make a big argument infron of her skool... i walked away from her as she looked like she was on drugs!
as i ate dinner with my toot and tot i was pissed off at her.
then funny enough i thought is was safe to walk home.
BUT I WAS WORNG... (stupid of me to walk pass her skool)
as i walked home... i spotted her... she was waiting at her skool.. !!!(crazy rite)
so as me and tot tip toe pass her.. she saw as... so we walked faster.. then she started to come after us... so WE RAN!! RAN !! i called toot crying scared that the crazy woman waited for us and now after us and i dont want her to know where i now live so i thought of jumping into a taxi and go home...but...no bloody taxi!! so i stopped around a corner of a condo. and ask toot wat i should do.
so my darling toot ran from his home all the way to where i was...
he saw the old lady near her skool and he asked wat she wanted... so just said that she wants to talk to me.
he gave her a warning to leave me alone or else i will go to the police and make a report against her.
"go ahead lah, im not scared!" she said!
ok.. thats wat im going to do!!
If i see here 2moro when i fetch my tot.... i was go straight to the police station.
Now just to be safe, im going to inform her teachers and skool bout this crazy woman.
(just in case she to talk and contact to my lil tot while in skool)
she want to start up.... fine....I will finish it with the police backing me up.
CRAZY OLD WOMAN... LEAVE US ALONE!!!!
ok i feel better now...
Sunday, November 15, 2009
i just dont understand...
now there is something on my mind that is buggin me...
lets start from the start shall we...
as i attended my toot company chalet, i was happy to meet the ppl who he works with :)
they were all very nice to me and tot.
so i did my best to do what i can and help out with cooking the food at the bbq.
1st night we stayed over.. my toot collegue brought along a lady also to the bbq.
as i was too busy cooking for ppl i couldnt be bothered to mingle and make friends with her.. (coz she looked like 40yrs old and some how by the way she dressed.. not the kinda skanky lady i would eva wanna make friends with)
so as the night when on after giving my tot a shower.. that skanky lady went upstairs to the room opp mine.
10 mins later my toot collegue also made his way to that room.
now we all know wat happens behind closed doors ;)
15 mins later both went downstairs and he escort her to a taxi.
(was she a call girl?? that was on my mind)
2nd night of the chalet, my toot informed me that the same guy will / mite stay over the night.
(great... NOT) i was thinking to myself... why this couple choose to sleep over.
after a nice water to the beach.. and the sun has set.. fire started and bbq prawns on the way.
as i was happily feeding tot some prawns... i could not believe my eyes...
that same guy stepped out of the taxi with a lady wearing tudung and carrying a 3 month old baby boy!
Hold up re-wine!!
who is this?... or who was that the other night??
so b4 i say the wrong thing infront of this mother.. i asked my toot.. "now im totally confused.. who is the wife?"
"she is the wife" said toot
"sooo who the hell was the lady last nite he brought over here?"
"that is his Facebook "friend". replied toot.
Wat da Fcuk!!!
he is cheating on his wife and new son?!!!
How dare he be so public about it!!
now i know is none of my business BUT.. i feel so sad for the wife.
she has no clue that the father of her child is fooling around!
THIS KINDA MAN I HATE TO DEATH!
..............................................................
next day... i was feeling insecure of myself...
was my toot also following like his friend and meeting up with FB "friends"
i was going paraniod and freaking out!
..............................................................
after many sms asking my toot if i was the true girl he wanted / does he truly love me..
i felt better and secure when he suprised me after work and fetched me home.
(he must of knew i was going to breakdown)
I do have trust in my toot.. 99% trust.
Just scared to lose the guy that makes me feel loved 24/7.
(the 1% is just in case if anything to do with cheatin eva happen... that 1% i have gave him a warning- that if i eva found out he did cheat on me... say goodbye to MR BIRDBIRD. lolz.... will chop it off. lolz)
lets start from the start shall we...
as i attended my toot company chalet, i was happy to meet the ppl who he works with :)
they were all very nice to me and tot.
so i did my best to do what i can and help out with cooking the food at the bbq.
1st night we stayed over.. my toot collegue brought along a lady also to the bbq.
as i was too busy cooking for ppl i couldnt be bothered to mingle and make friends with her.. (coz she looked like 40yrs old and some how by the way she dressed.. not the kinda skanky lady i would eva wanna make friends with)
so as the night when on after giving my tot a shower.. that skanky lady went upstairs to the room opp mine.
10 mins later my toot collegue also made his way to that room.
now we all know wat happens behind closed doors ;)
15 mins later both went downstairs and he escort her to a taxi.
(was she a call girl?? that was on my mind)
2nd night of the chalet, my toot informed me that the same guy will / mite stay over the night.
(great... NOT) i was thinking to myself... why this couple choose to sleep over.
after a nice water to the beach.. and the sun has set.. fire started and bbq prawns on the way.
as i was happily feeding tot some prawns... i could not believe my eyes...
that same guy stepped out of the taxi with a lady wearing tudung and carrying a 3 month old baby boy!
Hold up re-wine!!
who is this?... or who was that the other night??
so b4 i say the wrong thing infront of this mother.. i asked my toot.. "now im totally confused.. who is the wife?"
"she is the wife" said toot
"sooo who the hell was the lady last nite he brought over here?"
"that is his Facebook "friend". replied toot.
Wat da Fcuk!!!
he is cheating on his wife and new son?!!!
How dare he be so public about it!!
now i know is none of my business BUT.. i feel so sad for the wife.
she has no clue that the father of her child is fooling around!
THIS KINDA MAN I HATE TO DEATH!
..............................................................
next day... i was feeling insecure of myself...
was my toot also following like his friend and meeting up with FB "friends"
i was going paraniod and freaking out!
..............................................................
after many sms asking my toot if i was the true girl he wanted / does he truly love me..
i felt better and secure when he suprised me after work and fetched me home.
(he must of knew i was going to breakdown)
I do have trust in my toot.. 99% trust.
Just scared to lose the guy that makes me feel loved 24/7.
(the 1% is just in case if anything to do with cheatin eva happen... that 1% i have gave him a warning- that if i eva found out he did cheat on me... say goodbye to MR BIRDBIRD. lolz.... will chop it off. lolz)
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