Sunday, November 15, 2009

i just dont understand...

now there is something on my mind that is buggin me...

lets start from the start shall we...

as i attended my toot company chalet, i was happy to meet the ppl who he works with :)
they were all very nice to me and tot.
so i did my best to do what i can and help out with cooking the food at the bbq.

1st night we stayed over.. my toot collegue brought along a lady also to the bbq.
as i was too busy cooking for ppl i couldnt be bothered to mingle and make friends with her.. (coz she looked like 40yrs old and some how by the way she dressed.. not the kinda skanky lady i would eva wanna make friends with)

so as the night when on after giving my tot a shower.. that skanky lady went upstairs to the room opp mine.
10 mins later my toot collegue also made his way to that room.
now we all know wat happens behind closed doors ;)

15 mins later both went downstairs and he escort her to a taxi.
(was she a call girl?? that was on my mind)

2nd night of the chalet, my toot informed me that the same guy will / mite stay over the night.
(great... NOT) i was thinking to myself... why this couple choose to sleep over.

after a nice water to the beach.. and the sun has set.. fire started and bbq prawns on the way.
as i was happily feeding tot some prawns... i could not believe my eyes...
that same guy stepped out of the taxi with a lady wearing tudung and carrying a 3 month old baby boy!

Hold up re-wine!!
who is this?... or who was that the other night??

so b4 i say the wrong thing infront of this mother.. i asked my toot.. "now im totally confused.. who is the wife?"
"she is the wife" said toot
"sooo who the hell was the lady last nite he brought over here?"
"that is his Facebook "friend". replied toot.

Wat da Fcuk!!!

he is cheating on his wife and new son?!!!
How dare he be so public about it!!

now i know is none of my business BUT.. i feel so sad for the wife.
she has no clue that the father of her child is fooling around!

THIS KINDA MAN I HATE TO DEATH!

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next day... i was feeling insecure of myself...
was my toot also following like his friend and meeting up with FB "friends"
i was going paraniod and freaking out!

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after many sms asking my toot if i was the true girl he wanted / does he truly love me..
i felt better and secure when he suprised me after work and fetched me home.
(he must of knew i was going to breakdown)

I do have trust in my toot.. 99% trust.
Just scared to lose the guy that makes me feel loved 24/7.

(the 1% is just in case if anything to do with cheatin eva happen... that 1% i have gave him a warning- that if i eva found out he did cheat on me... say goodbye to MR BIRDBIRD. lolz.... will chop it off. lolz)

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